School has been hectic these days as the list of assignments piled up in such tight schedules. I could be struggling with the project deadlines this week and coping with tests on the following week.

I sometimes felt that the workload that I’m doing at present caused me to have lesser time spent with my loved ones, with the things I enjoyed and goals I wish to attain. For instance, my choir practices with Singthesis had been neglected as I had too many commitments. I love singing but commitments prevent me from doing so. I guess the next commitment that will be dropped out of my lifestyle would be helping out Damien at the diving meets. =/

On the other hand, the inclusion of studies has been a fruitful experience for me lately. Imagine, every day is a learning journey, which you learn a lot of things, from life-changing skills to reality-check facts. All these information has made me to be a… knowledgeable person I guess.

Of course, the learning journey never stops when you stopped schooling. I admit that I’m learning my school modules in collaboration with time management. Other than work-related, I had social-related issues to learn. My relationship with Shu Yun had been ups and downs though we don’t show much to others. I know how she feels but the inner self of me are showing vice versa actions.

I did neglect her feelings lately but I hope I would still try my best to do what it takes to be her best man. However, what lies ahead in the future is still an unknown. Probably, all I had to do is do the right things, and doing things right, one at a time like baby steps, to improve the situations or enjoying the happy moments that I missed.

The future – a black hole that hangs its existent in the Universe; no one knows what it is or what lies in it. Yet its acts like a suction that brings no return to the present.

Gosh... What am I crapping when I had lack of sleep. Nonsensical thoughts of mine.